Today sure wasn't a good. I should not have shown my face. I should have been elsewhere.
You still don't see the big picture. Am I silly for going crazy when you went with someone else and not me? Do you think it is really that easy to fix a broken heart just like that?
Let me answer the first one. No matter what the reasons are. You wanted space. Now you don't want anymore of it. when this happen. I have the right to choose if I want to get back, do I need more time, or no? The person who makes the mistake don't get to choose, they are to wait quietly for an answer. When I offer to take you, what does that mean? I could just not give a shit and just leave without any words of acknowledgement. Want to know how I feel? I felt betrayal, I felt not wanted.
You don't want to depend on me, but what a bad time to do so. Pride do make one ignorance and a crowd make one stupid. And how dare you blame it on me? You have no right to blame it on me. Was I who came up with this wonderful plan? No, it was not! Therefore you got no saying!
"Whats broken is easily fixed", what an saying. I hope that was true. You really do think it was that simple? I have shed the tears of sorrow. You show me no effort. I am not a toy to be play with. I am not a thing where you can just leave because your not happy and come back to it any time you want to.
If you don't want to be with me anymore, then it is fine. Tell me so I can move on. I don't want to go around in circles, I don't want to be hurt again. Two times is already too much for me. And its only been 13 months. What more could you do to ruin our happiness?
I always thought that I would fuck things up. Never in my mind it would be you.
I'm sorry that I love you, and made you felt this way.
